Not been on here for a while but that's not to say that I don't think about you always. I could really do with chatting to you right now. I just miss you so much and I hope that you will be proud of how we raise Sammy for you. We will do the best we can for you as I promised you I would. I guess we never thought that the promise I made to you would come to fruition so soon but please sleep soundly in the knowledge that Samuel is the most important person in the world to me and I will do anything to give him a good life. Love you so much. Xx